A song that makes you smile.
I may not have gone here I intended to go, but I have ended up where I need to be.
This year, I had the best christmas I have had so far in my life. On Christmas eve, Hayley Gordon came and gave us a surprise sleepover visit and Kacy, Hayley and I woke up on Christmas day and I was greeted by a WOOP WOOP. We opened our presents together and I got a beautiful amethyst ring which I am very proud of and cookbooks (if you know me you will know I love cook books) Hayley dropped us at the station and me and kacy went to wyong and I seen my family for the first time in a long time. Jordie is up and walking around now which is fantastic considering his accident a few months ago and he has lost alot of weight, it broke my heart to see my big brother the one who always saved me and who I ran to in times of need, so little and so frail but I could see he was happy to see me. Crystal is huge now and she starts school next year and I also had the chance to meet the newest edition to our family - Skye. As I said in previous posts she is gorgeous and very very chubby. Once again I told myself I wouldn’t get attached as it hurts to much when something happens but then I held her in my arms and nothing can stop that she is my blood and I pray to god she turns out good. After wyong, mum dropped me and kacy at the station and we travelled down to Sydney with kacys pop and grandma, I had to have a nap as my family drained me and I woke up and we were at kacys aunties house. We had a giant Greek feast and watched rich spoilt kids swim in the fancy pool. I came to a decision I love kacys nan and pop and one of her cousins kristoff and that is it, the rest of them are bogans who think they are yuppies (sorry babe). At about 9.30 we were tired and got on the train to come home, kacy slept and I was like ‘shit, I actually had a really good day’ we came home and went to bed. Next day Kat came over and we caught up and had good times laughing at kacy laughing. Now it’s the day after and I am about to have Chicken Parma for dinner, I’ve been looking after kacy all day because she has come down with some sort of sickness but hopefully with plenty of rest she will be better in a few days. Tomorrow I am going to have coffee with friends that I have not seen in a very long time and when I was at a bad point in life decided to ditch them and their love for something else. I guess I’m trying to patch up all the holes I’ve made in my past now and I am so glad and very grateful they are willing to give it a try. I also messaged a wanker trying to break the ice and patch up another hole but the then his reply reminded me why I don’t want to be friends with him. Overall though, I’ve had a great time and am feeling good. We watched the movie ‘Spun’ today, it was my kind of movie and also I am now reading ‘Candy’ which is my kind of book. Yay for life.